Chapter Eight

Hey guys,

sorry for neglecting my blog so badly this time

I just din have the time or the heart to write anything about my days

I guess you can say i am

EMO

For the first time in my life

never that i had felt this low,down and not even being able to stand up

In other words USELESS

the person i usually look for when i am like this

is long gone

All i need now are my friend

a shoulder to cry on?

Any form of comfort will really make my day or even my life now brighter

I know it may seem everything is lost right now

What matter's to me now may not be that important a few years down the road

-Yap Yee Ching

she is always there for me and i really do love her for that

But,

It is really easier said than done

i really wanna let things go

but i just can't

A few years is really a long time

and the thing is right at my face

can you imagine something biting your heart little by little but you can do anything about it?

So help-less and trapped

Sometimes i just wanna scream out loud!

but i wan everything to be fine and happy

haha

i am really letting out all my emotions in this post

Thanks for reading this long and boring post about me

I promise to post something brighter tomorrow

I Guarantee that

hopefully i can just move on and be done with it

all i can say is that at this moment i am really devastated

my one and only one is gone

thats what you get when you let your heart win

Nite guys,

Yee sam